He is the Backbone of the family

My heart sank each time i came back from visiting my grandpa and grandma.He become skinnier each time i saw him,i can say that there are not much fat in his body anymore.i can see his bone clearly under his skin.He used to be talk a lot to us as he was so delighted when he saw us,but now i can hardly hear he talk,maybe for him as a patient it takes away lots of energy from his body to talk,but deep down inside his heart i am sure he felt so happy when he saw each of us,it just that he don't what to say it out loud.He want us to treat him as usual,i know,i know that...
It's not that i don't want to sit closer to you ,holding your hands and talk to you,but i don't have the guts to do so because i am afraid my tears drop in front of you,i am sorry...i just hoping that i can show you the positive side of me.i want to be tough and courageous in front of you as i am hoping i can influence you to be optimistic and enjoy each day.
I know you've been crying each day as you are so much reluctant to leave us one day.I am praying for the Lord above each day,hoping He can reduce your pain and allow you to stay longer and longer...
I was wondering why some *SHIT people proud to be a drug addict,mat rempit and even commit suicide while other fighting so much to stay alive and stay healthy...If you are SOOO not appreciate your life and your body,you can donate all your body parts to some people who need it so urgently instead become the *RUBBISH in our society.

i Luv...PIEs!!!

These are the lil' Pies made by me...

This is the 1st time i baked pies...look nice isn't it??hehe...though they are not taste as good as pies that sold out there but im sure i will master it on the next time.

Here is the REcip3 that im using:

• Ingredients:

2 cups White flour,1 teaspoon Salt,2/3 cup Shortening,5 tablespoons Ice-cold water,8 Apples, pared and cored,2 tablespoons White flour,1 cup Sugar,1 teaspoon cinnamon, 2 tablespoons butter

• Directions:

Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Mix together the flour, salt, and shortening until crumbly. Add the water and mix well. Thinly slice the apples. In a medium-sized bowl, combine the flour, sugar, and cinnamon; add the apple slices and mix well. Take 1/2 of the pastry and roll flat; place pastry in a 9" pie plate. Fill with the apple mixture and dot with butter. Take the remaining pastry dough and roll flat. Place pastry on top of pie; crimp along the edges to seal. Take a knife and cut slits into top of pastry to allow steam to escape. Bake for about 50 minutes or until crust is golden. Let cool and serve pie with a dollop of whipped cream or ice cream.
This recipe from CDKitchen for 4th Of July Apple Pie serves/makes 8

sEm break....whoahooo...

My long waited *MR SEM BREAK finally arrived at my ss2 PJ doorstep, fetching me back to where i came from. Such a GREAT feelings huh....after being tortured by groups of MR & MRS Assignment. But stil THEY will follow me back home and only provide me some private time to pamper myself, how mean...
I have a long list of "to-do list" that i wishes to do during this 1 week of time, hope THEY would be generous enough to give me some EXTRA times. I wanna practice my baking skills, organize a BBQ as required by my little cousin, watch the complete episodes of hong kong drama, accompany my lovely ah gal (since she always home alone)...........tonnes of things to do (what a heaven )
On the other hand, there is are bunch of assignment to be done ( this is helllll )!!

A "meSSy" semester...

This is my third semester of taking my degree in Biz Admin, which mean im stepping in my second year, and it is not a Good news though. This brand new semester is a total mess for me. 7 subjects and 7 tutorials to attend, 7 papers to take during examination, soon, there will be also bunch of assignment coming up....gosh...could you imagine that. I hope I wont get fainted till the end of this semester.

There was also even bad news for me, now UM is taking part in what so-called Environment Friendly programme. All of the UM students are prohibited to drive into UM campus except the lecturers, officers and final year students. While the campus provided insufficient and limited of hostel for all the students, how are students staying outside going to attend all the classes and activities ?? The university only will create more and more obstacles and suffer for the students. I found out actions of UM taking in this environment programme is really ridiculous, not becauce it cause inconvenience for us but in UM, they're using loads and loads of politerene and plastic bags in all the canteens, cafeterias and bookstores while they are promoting the environment friendly programme proudly to the whole world...I hope they will do something that are really bring welfare to all of us... And may god bless me especially in this semester.

Life is Short...

It was a really touching moment when i watch Michael Jackson memorial in LA through the net. It was such a sudden death of the king of pop that we don't even have enough time to digest and accept this truely shocking news. Maybe it is best for him God took him away from this 'mean' world after he received so much of ridiculed and judged, that was really enough for him. As i know, obstacles appeared so much in his life since he was just a kid. I believe he is a great father and a kind-hearted man after done tonnes of charities during his precious life time. He create magic to us with his Unique Moonwalk and his dancing moves. He coloured our world with his voice and his moves. Life is SHORT & UNEXPECTED, we never know when we will reach an end and lost our soul. That's why we should learn to appreciate everything that happen to us, no matter good or bad, nobody can create our own world and our own stories but ourselves.

May Michael Jackson rest in peace...

Female Genital Mutilation

Last month, i purposely bought a non-fiction book from MPH at mahkota parade so that i can read it during my 2 months semester break. That was second time i went there to find a good book to read. I went with my boyfriend that day, and the title of the book really catch my sight :

- 'Do They Hear You When You Cry' - This is a harrowing true story of one woman who defied tribal custom and fought for her freedom.

Through this book, i found out that there is a ritual of female circumcision, which is also name as Female Genital Mutilation FGM that've been practising in certain countries especially Islamic countries like Africa, Egypt, Kenya, Nigeria, Togo, Sudan.... This kind of ritual and belief really freaks me out!! This is a procedure that involves partial or total removal of the female genitalia for cultural reasons.

The curiosity flooded my whole brain. I searched through internet to find some informations about this ritual. There are 3 types of circumcision, the worst type is the 3rd type which involves cutting the clitoris, labia minora and labia majora which are the whole external genitalia, then the wound will be sew leaving a small hole which only enough for peeing and menstruating. Oh my god...this is really a female's right violation. I cant imagine that this ritual practice on girls around 8 to 15 years old. They believe that woman's with clitoris will kill their child and the whole family, and they also want to ensure their virginality before or after marriage to increase male sexual pleasure. They only cut open their virgina only for sexual intercourse whenever their husband want it or giving birth then sew back again. They are treating female like some kind of slave instead of woman. I was wondering who create this unacceptable ritual to them...Why they don't create something that can be usefull to human race?? I think they 'mis-use' their brains. God...I hope this female's nightmare will end soon...

New Blogger

6July2009, i became a blogger.i used to be read my friends' blog all the time to get to know their latest stories but never think of create my own blog before i realize the good side of blogging. Besides, i think i might be lazy to update my blog after some times. Today, i read one of my friend's blog and realize that he has a good command of writing in english -as i always wanted to. That's why i made my mind to create my own blog and become a 'journalist',haha...and the other best part is that i can improve my typing skill, im a lousy freak in typing. My heart is burning with excitement now, and i hope this flame will never easily faded away...