Sorry and Thanks...

It's been almost months of time after the "tragedy", kinda adapt to the life I have now although I am not really like it.
I am sorry to some friends who I do not connect with as I am sick and tired of giving fake smiles and laughs. Do give me sometimes... I am sorry.
I realized that, I am nobody to someone, but I am somebody to others. Honestly, I thought I might be happy, but this is not the result I get.
I was thinking to go far away from here to an isolated island for my internship, not only because I am a beach-lover but also I hope can runaway from those memories that I do not want to recall.
Those unwanted memories been keep on increasing since secondary, not only about relationship but also family.
Right now, I only can let the God to choose the path for me, either He wants me to stay here to face all those unwanted memories or let me a have peace of mind on the island. I am willing to accept either one of them, as each decision made by God, there's a reason underneath it.
There's another thing I found out is that, strong woman tend to end up alone, the truth is sometimes they are not as strong as you think, there are some hidden reasons why they behave very tough.
Special thanks to ting, jo, cathy and other friends who treat me sincerely...Thanks to you all so much...

Tenji

I was over excited on the day i went to Tenji Japanese Buffet with my coursemates. I can swear that, the place is my paradise...doubtlessly. Most of my friends thought that i am so rich that i am able to take my lunch in this kind of place, but honestly, it's not as what you guys thought! We went there during promotion period and special occasion as to celebrate my friend's birthday. Although it's still quite expensive after discounts, but it's worth and it was such a great experience.
Here's some of the pictures taken by me...

Stronger than yesterday...

You told me that you do not want to connect with me just because your life is sucks...I was wondering,what kind of reason is that?I thought people will turn to someone who they really trust or someone who can rely on,i mean someone who is special when they were trapped in a real big trouble,or even during normal daily life.
If you trully care for someone,would you put 100% of efforts to get his/her latest news?Would try your very best to reach him/her?My answer is YES for both of the questions.All of a sudden,you just walk away without informing me.I can't give any comment about the way you do things,because i can't expect the way you settle matters same as mine.But for me,this is call irresponsible,and i hate it.
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,it's alright because i like the way it burn.Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,it's alright because.....," a song sang by Rihanna,really touched me.Each time this kinda matter approach me,my brain will just keep recalling that sentence,"it's alright...it's alright...i can take it..." Never thought that the lyric in the song related to me.You were just stand over there and watch me collapsed,watch me cry...without doing anything.
But im gonna thank you,for everything...Day by day,im stronger than yesterday.