She blame him for why he spend time on facebook rather than chat with her.She blame him for contact less with her.She blame him why he didn't reply her message but able to reply others.She blame him for seldom skype with her.
He started to blame her why she is being so controllable on the time spend in play online.He blame her why she is not understanding that he is staying in sharing room,can't chat through skype with her.
After all those blaming games,she feel tired,she feel weak and exhausted.She don't even expect to talk with him through skype,because she just wanted to see his face that she missed,but they can chat through typing messages.What makes her shocked was that,he said to her if they need to chat in that way,why not they just chat through msn.He does not even realise she wanting to see him so much.She felt he was not care of seeing her face.
She believe that love is not enough in keeping two person together,but efforts and commitments do.The more efforts she putting in,the more annoying she was,for him.Therefore,she decided to stop giving him messages,giving him more time to deal with his works.In return,he also doesn't give her any messages.Now,she seems out of ideas if there is any way to fix it.
Monday, May 24, 2010
a story about her.....(part2)
She learnt from experience not to give up easily in a relationship.She decided to put in her whole heart and efforts in maintaining the relationship this time,she understand anything can happen unexpectedly,but she believe that if anything bad happen,she wont feel regret as she already try to do her very best for him.
Worrieness started to master her heart and her mind,she seems a bit out of control after he leave,until she received his first call from oversea.She felt so much relieve,and she told herself that she is definitely ready to be in a long distance relationship,she is so much prepared.
He gave her a short call each day,they tried to contact as much as they can.But then his life started to be busy,he called her less and they chat even less.She thought that even if he can't call,she can call him.There she goes,went to buy italk card,wishing she can hear his voice.After she dialled him,the conversation didn't end up so well,she felt so frustating towards his words.He seems not really want to chat with her that time as he was with his friends.From that moment,she call him less because she does not want to make him feel awkward infront of his friends.
This year,she had the most unforgetable valentine's day and anniversary with him.Unfortunately,those days are not the happiest moment,instead,is the most heart-breaking moment for her.She can't even manage to connect with him during valentines,she can do nothing but just make sure her computer is on beside her bed while she take a little nap.She's been waiting until 6am in the morning,although that special occassion was count as past,but she was waiting.Same thing goes to anniversary,but at least she manage to wish him happy anniversary through the phone.He apologized to her,but he does not realise that deep down in her heart,is bleeding.
Slowly,she became an annoying and irritating person,she started to blame him for not spending much time with her.He hope her can understand that he was busy with his works and projects.But she started to lose understanding and patient.
Worrieness started to master her heart and her mind,she seems a bit out of control after he leave,until she received his first call from oversea.She felt so much relieve,and she told herself that she is definitely ready to be in a long distance relationship,she is so much prepared.
He gave her a short call each day,they tried to contact as much as they can.But then his life started to be busy,he called her less and they chat even less.She thought that even if he can't call,she can call him.There she goes,went to buy italk card,wishing she can hear his voice.After she dialled him,the conversation didn't end up so well,she felt so frustating towards his words.He seems not really want to chat with her that time as he was with his friends.From that moment,she call him less because she does not want to make him feel awkward infront of his friends.
This year,she had the most unforgetable valentine's day and anniversary with him.Unfortunately,those days are not the happiest moment,instead,is the most heart-breaking moment for her.She can't even manage to connect with him during valentines,she can do nothing but just make sure her computer is on beside her bed while she take a little nap.She's been waiting until 6am in the morning,although that special occassion was count as past,but she was waiting.Same thing goes to anniversary,but at least she manage to wish him happy anniversary through the phone.He apologized to her,but he does not realise that deep down in her heart,is bleeding.
Slowly,she became an annoying and irritating person,she started to blame him for not spending much time with her.He hope her can understand that he was busy with his works and projects.But she started to lose understanding and patient.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
a story about her.......(part1)
A girl,after all this while she kept everything to herself without telling anyone,because she is a girl who not used to express her feelings or problems in front of others.But things that she doesn't wish to occur,just occured again and again.She told me that if she doesn't throw out everything she keep inside her pumping bloody heart,her heart will explode sooner or later.Therefore,she decided to tell me everything about her and her man.
She is a girl who taught to be tough and independent since childhood,which is why she try to settle everything by herself.After they started to be together,he ask her to try to learn to rely on him and stick with him much more often as he said that that's what a couple do,sharing every problem and stick together.
Things going so well until one day he decided to build his career oversea,go to a place he wanted to travel to.She didn't stop him from going abroad even though she knows she will be a bit lost without him,but instead,she support him in every decision he made.Because she believe that one shouldn't stop other from achieving their goals or dreams unless it is illegal,as she also has her own ambition that she wish to achieve in the future.He promised her,no matter how hard it is,they able to go through this obstacle together,he promised her,he will put much efforts in keeping in touch with her.She trusts him so much,she never knew a promise can be easily forgotten and can be easily break.
.........................................*to be continue
She is a girl who taught to be tough and independent since childhood,which is why she try to settle everything by herself.After they started to be together,he ask her to try to learn to rely on him and stick with him much more often as he said that that's what a couple do,sharing every problem and stick together.
Things going so well until one day he decided to build his career oversea,go to a place he wanted to travel to.She didn't stop him from going abroad even though she knows she will be a bit lost without him,but instead,she support him in every decision he made.Because she believe that one shouldn't stop other from achieving their goals or dreams unless it is illegal,as she also has her own ambition that she wish to achieve in the future.He promised her,no matter how hard it is,they able to go through this obstacle together,he promised her,he will put much efforts in keeping in touch with her.She trusts him so much,she never knew a promise can be easily forgotten and can be easily break.
.........................................*to be continue
Sunday, May 16, 2010
"love knows no borders"
I had read this article entitled "love knows no borders" written by Dora Cheok in Readers' Digest.The title really catched my eyes as I flip through the book once I bought it home.I am definitely agree with the statement.A person from north might falling for a person from south of the world,even though they are different in culture,language,skin and outlook,some even ignore the gender issue.Love is just present without anyone can really realize it in the first place where they meet.Love is something that can hardly explain by anyone,it's an attraction that bond between two people.
There are two kinds of people,there are some people who fall in love easily,on the other hand,there are some people who can hardly fall for someone.For me,when two person can fall in love with each other,it is the most wonderful thing ever happen in their life time.There are a huge number of people in this world,it is a gift from God that we able to meet a person we love so much.Some struggling seach for the love one for their entire life.
But rainbow does not appear in the sky all the time,storms and lighting can take place too.The most challenging part of the relationship is how to maintain the passion between two person.A piece of a relationship is missing without passion.Even there are trusts,things in common between lovers,without passion,a relationship started to walk to an end,dullness started to cover up the happiness of two person's relationship.
People,please appreciate the one you love.Don't give up easily,but instead,try your best to make things happen.It's not that it all depends on our fate and God,sometimes,people create their own world,not anybody else.
There are two kinds of people,there are some people who fall in love easily,on the other hand,there are some people who can hardly fall for someone.For me,when two person can fall in love with each other,it is the most wonderful thing ever happen in their life time.There are a huge number of people in this world,it is a gift from God that we able to meet a person we love so much.Some struggling seach for the love one for their entire life.
But rainbow does not appear in the sky all the time,storms and lighting can take place too.The most challenging part of the relationship is how to maintain the passion between two person.A piece of a relationship is missing without passion.Even there are trusts,things in common between lovers,without passion,a relationship started to walk to an end,dullness started to cover up the happiness of two person's relationship.
People,please appreciate the one you love.Don't give up easily,but instead,try your best to make things happen.It's not that it all depends on our fate and God,sometimes,people create their own world,not anybody else.
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